monster in disguise

I see you coming for me
But I won't let you in
For I know all your secrets
And I know where you've been
And I know what you mean when
You say nothing at all
Stand there simply watching
And you just let me fall

It takes a certain kind of
Monster in disguise
To ignore the pain the heartbreak
The terror in my eyes
With one hand pull me closer
And tell me to be strong
But the other hand is pointing
To all that I did wrong

It's a land of confusion
In the silence
We drift on by
We drift on by

So slowly did it happen
When did I realise
The nature of you changing
A monster in diguise
A painful kind of notion
Most cathartic of release
Didn't know I needed freedom
Until you set me free
Now everything is different
And I am not the same
No longer to engage you
No more to play that game

It's a land of confusion
In the silence
Don't ask me why
Don't ask me why
We drift on by