monster in disguise

I see you coming for me
But I won't let you in
For I know all your secrets
And I know where you've been
And I know what you mean when
You say nothing at all
Stand there simply watching
And you just let me fall

It takes a certain kind of
Monster in disguise
To ignore the pain the heartbreak
The terror in my eyes
With one hand pull me closer
And tell me to be strong
But the other hand is pointing
To all that I did wrong

It's a land of confusion
In the silence
We drift on by
We drift on by

So slowly did it happen
When did I realise
The nature of you changing
A monster in diguise
A painful kind of notion
Most cathartic of release
Didn't know I needed freedom
Until you set me free
Now everything is different
And I am not the same
No longer to engage you
No more to play that game

It's a land of confusion
In the silence
Don't ask me why
Don't ask me why
We drift on by

House Call

Is to be going with this: https://soundcloud.com/ntropy/house-1-13-4-2015

Can't you see anything
Any way possible
Open your eyes
And move into the future
Take what you need
And don't give a thought now
You're running with me
I won't stand in your way

Every time we get close
To an answer
I feel your emotions
The way that you play
Please understand that
This moment is bigger
It matters no more now
What we do or say

Take what you need x8
This won't stop can't get enough x8

Now I think we might
Have misunderstood
Our unspoken agreement
The state of our play
So let's keep it simple
I'll kiss you goodbye
When you walk out that door
Maybe see you again

This won't stop can't get enough x8

everyone knows

So wait just a minute
And tell me the truth
These are not words
I want to hear from you
These things that you know
Now you just have to say
Some secrets won't keep
You can't stand in their way

It's not like I haven't
Gone through this before
You thinking you slick
But you can be assured
Every glance every gesture
Every word unsaid
You're talking to me but
She's the one in your head

I don't know I can't be sure
If you came walking through that door

It's not the way
Not the way
Not the way
It's meant to be

I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide
The way it makes me feel

But you chose
But you chose
But you chose
To simply leave

And you don't
And you don't
And you don't
Give a fuck about me